Some of you may be scratching your heads after reading the title of this post, asking what is Amy talking about? I will do my best to explain, for as I have commented to Hubby, lately time is no longer making sense to me and I find myself again figuring out how to step through time to reach flow. The good news is, I am beginning to get a handle on this new time constraint and what I can do within its parameters.
As mentioned in my previous post, I am incorporating new in my daily schedule. We all know when we start new, it is a bit overwhelming and we must THINK about what we are doing as we organize the new into a feasible routine so we can once again just flow. I am learning how to flow with the additions to my schedule within time’s new appearance. (Note: This does not negate the thinking process.)
I prefer to flow over that of being dictated to by the clock. But, due to my life circumstances I have to know what time it is to carry out all I have to do each day. I am once again figuring how I can and do affect time itself. You may say at this point, no way, that’s not possible. I am here to tell you it is.
Once I got the new down and figured out how and when to incorporate that into my already jammed schedule, I relaxed and stopped “obsessing” about time. However within the last few days prior to this insight, my main thought was, “Oh, man, how am I going to get out of here by 11am?” When my frame of mind was in this gear, time flew and no matter how fast I “ran” time always beat me and I just could not make my goal of being ready to leave the house by 11am. I had not understood yet that due to the vibration I was sending out to the Universe in the form of my thought ….. I just can’t do this!”, guess what? That is exactly what the Universe gave me.
Thinking long and hard about this, I surrendered totally to time stating strongly I will flow within your speeding up constraints, darn it, no matter how long this takes me. I did it before when time was not as fast and succeeded when I incorporated new. I will do so again! I prayed and told God exactly what my Intentions were.
The very next day, I felt calm inside. There was no incessant looking at the clock with anxiety. I just applied myself to what I knew I had to do and flowed. I looked at the clock now and then to make sure when 7:30am rolled around I was ready for Charlie to give him his insulin and IV bolus. After Charlie, however, I just continued with the rest of our babies until all were looked after. Then I focused on me, preparing my breakfast so I could sit down and eat. When I looked at the time, I was shocked. I had over one hour left before 11am to get ready to leave the house.
I somehow seemingly slowed time down.
What did I do differently? My attitude (Yes, I can do this!) made all the difference in the world and then I followed that up with my dancing with time act. Yes I do dance. I can feel myself actually flowing in and out of time effortlessly as all I do I accomplish with a smile, and a peace filled heart, and most days a song or two as I go about my morning routine. I feel confident that I’ve got this and nothing is going to get in my way. I organized my morning by thinking how to incorporate new and when I did do that very thing, I let go of the obsession, of the anxiety, and relaxed.
I will not allow anything to control me even time. Have I got this concept 100% perfected? No, of course not, but when I do dance with time, I feel it and I flow and I actually come out ahead of that darn clock.
Now that I’ve told another one of my little stories, I present to you again how Mother blesses me beyond my dreams. On this day I had to contend with hundreds of high school students training for the track team all running on the exact paths I was on. Keep that in mind as you look at my images for you would never believe that was true. Why? Nowhere in sight is anyone but evident only are colors of incredible beauty found in a Sacred Forest. Again I say. I amaze me.
For those of you who live in the USA, Happy Thanksgiving!! xoxo
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