The day dawned bright and sunny. With superhuman effort I pulled myself from off the bed consumed with pain so deep there was no end. Surrounded by so much death over and over again, does something to the one left behind who loves those who die. Yet, the day called me, persisting I grab my cameras and go to where I know love, peace, and healing would be found.
They were found.
A lot of snow had fallen, probably over 2 feet (0.6 meters). What I saw at my destination was so beautiful I became transfixed. Still numb, however, I could not feel that beauty yet that beauty soothed my soul. The skies here when not cloudy are so blue lately, a blue I’ve never before seen in my lifetime. This blue uplifts, and stirs the heart, shouting peace peace peace, deep peace. I was enthralled. As I walked I began to thaw. My numbness was replaced with quiet bliss.
I know I’ve shown this view a few times yet every time I see this, it is freshly new to me. OH how it pulls my soul and puts tears in my eyes. Speaking volumes yet not saying a word, this vista in of itself told me how loved I am, and how vast as well. I merged with these hills and released a deep deep sigh. So much tension left with that one sigh.
Continuing on, I received a very very special message that Whispers is gloriously alive and happy. No matter how many times I’ve gone to this park, never before have I seen what I did that day. Hurling towards me at a full run was a cat of all things! A cat out in the snow! She curled around my legs, purring and looking up at me, smiling oh so grandly. I petted her again and again and then she ran over to a snow bank, rolling over and over again laughing and looking at me as she did. Thank you, friend. Thank you. From what I gleaned, this cat lives in the visitor building and that park is her territory. She made sure she delivered her message and like all cats do, when she was done with business, off she scurried on to the next adventure.
I also saw dogs being dogs to my delight. Grinning just grinning as I watched them playing I managed to get a few shots. We humans can learn from these frolickers how to let loose and play.
And then their humans who forsook fear as they collectively acted joyfully, as if all is OK with their world. Just to witness people socializing, talking and laughing and mask free, oh my! The weight of the world from off my shoulders fell off. Yes!! What a Gift these people gave me! Thank you!
I saw snow twirls.
I saw a lot of icicles on a house.
And then something caught my eyes that to me did not even look real. Even standing there in front of what I saw, the vision looked too perfect as if it were photoshopped. I can attest it was not. Those trees sang a song so resplendent of glory and freedom that I heard it as if with my own ears. Just wow!! Mother in Her Perfection gave me a Gift almost as if it were from another realm. Perhaps the veil opened and I saw before me Perfection unlike any other in 3D realm. Judge for yourself.
Since this day, my spirit has been light even despite my personal agony. I honestly cannot explain what Mother did for me on this day, but I can tell you, the crushing sadness is not present even with my shattered heart. No words. Mother every single time heals me in ways no human can. I am so blessed, so cherished, so fortunate. Thank you, Mother.
Photography/ “Healing Begins” /February 2021©AmyRose
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