Healing Begins

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  1. Very well articulated Amy…
    Yes mother has her own ways of healing the wounded..the hurted….
    I also hit the nature’s trail when am low or upset …she always restores the spirit back…
    Stay blessed 🙏😇

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    1. Thank you, Krish. One of my intentions when I write posts like this is to show others where to find peace, healing, and love which is with Mother Herself. What She offers no one on this planet can. I’m glad to hear that you have found this secret and yes Mothers always restores and renews. Sending you much love this day. xo

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    1. Thank you, Frank. That cat was a huge surprise, a surreal moment. And yes Mother always and I mean always, heals and comforts. My camera is my therapist as I’ve said so many times and yes I am proving it with posts like this. I could choose that dark hole within me, or I could choose to seek healing. Tears are necessary of course yet I will not stay there no matter how difficult it is to walk away from them. Thank you for commenting, friend. It means a lot. Much love to you this day! xo

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  2. It’s good to see you find happiness in the world around you, Amy. Live goes on. May you always be able to find joy to offset the pain. Your photos are excellent. Thank you for sharing them.

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    1. Thank you, Dan. Yes life does go on I agree. I’ve yet to feel real joy but I’m getting there. I’m choosing to seek both frame of mind and outward experiences that enable my inner peace and joy to bubble to the surface. You are welcome for the share. Our days here lately have been absolutely gorgeous!! xo

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    1. Easier said then done when I’ve just lost one of my precious cat babies and another 6 weeks before him. I always seek healing through Mother and my camera in order to keep walking forward. Yesterday is what makes who I am today. xo

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    1. Thank you, friend. I am choosing beauty over death once again. I’ve been surrounded by so much death with my cat babies one after the other going on to the Rainbow Bridge. I choose what I am in order to seek healing. Good to see you again back in circulation. I look forward to seeing your posts open for comments. Hope you are truly well and strong again. Much love to you! xo

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    1. I’m not quite there, Kamal yet I am getting back to my place of Calm. When storms of tears hit, I allow them to for in those tears is New Life. Thank you on the compliment for my pictures …. I have so many others from this day. Our days have been absolutely God-sent! Sending you much love this day!! xo

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    1. StacyAnn, I am doing as well as I can be. Loosing Whispers sent me over the edge for he was our baby of the house. I’ve come to hate cancer in a way I am not able to put into words. I do everything right by my babies yet cancer still strikes. I’ve managed to pull myself back up to find solid ground and plan on staying there. Bless you for your concern. So happy you stopped by to see this post that is testimony that Mother truly heals. I have many more pictures from this day that I would love to share here. I’ll see what I can do. Much love to you, dear friend. xo

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  3. Beautiful photos of wonderful winter snow. The kitty ran out and blessed you. They know cat lovers and they also sense the sadness we have from lost kitties. That was great to find vibrant life and happiness with the kitty, rambunctious dogs and happily gathered people.

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    1. Thank you, Tim!!! We’ve been getting some incredibly gorgeous days here, just what I needed to get the healing process to unfold. That cat shocked me knowing the “chances” of me and she interacting were statistically out of the stratosphere. Just wow! Yes I found vibrancy and life all around me that day and to see people acting normal was salve to my soul. So glad you stopped by. Hope you had a really good day!! xo

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  4. What a beautiful day you caught for us. There is so much life and happiness around us if we only look at it. We had about the same amount of snow. It was so gorgeous! But for a week now, we have an early spring. It is warm and we already had temps up to 70F.

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    1. Yes, Erika, what a beautiful day indeed. We’ve been getting some truly fantastic days here to the like I don’t think I’ve witnessed in my lifetime! Same thing is going on here …. Spring I believe will be very early this year as some early Spring birds are here, sparingly but yet still here, and I saw evidence of birds mating today. What! I have lots more pictures from this day that I hope to share. Things however are moving so fast, I’m unsure if I will. Like you I choose happiness and I choose beauty and love. I am responsible for my life. No one else is. Sending you much love today! xo

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    1. Thank you, Mary! Your words bring tears to my eyes. Though it seems impossible, Mother is giving me so much lightness and so much peace that my shattered heart actually feels joy. Mother is my sweet spot. I shall continue to heal and grow with Mother and then share on my blog the pictures that I create with Mother’s permission. I sent you an email. I am speechless by what you offered to me. God bless you!! Much love to you! xo

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  5. Amy, I’m delighted to read you’re healing (I’ve been concerned about you, knowing how hard it is to grieve, but how necessary). It just takes time, my friend, and anyone who thinks they don’t have to slog through all the stages of grief is misleading themselves. Every death is different. Every life is different. How blessed you were to tune in to messages from the Universe assuring you your beloved kitties are frolicking where they need to be. Gorgeous photos — that deep blue sky really pops when dotted by snow!

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    1. Oh, Debbie, God bless your kindness. I haven’t been able to blog getting hit so hard first with Charlie’s diabetes and then wham right behind him Whispers diagnosis and rapidly deteriorating. There is a sense of relief knowing he is no longer suffering, yet this house is so empty without him. Mother is my best source where I heal and already She has Gifted me with lightness and has taken so much of my heartache from me. Already!! I took a walk today and on it, I quietly spoke to Whispers of what was in my heart and it just felt as if he were right there with me. *tears*
      And yes I was SO blessed on this day I took these images. No coincidences in what I saw and who crossed my path that day, oh no!!! God was persistent I get up from that bed and honestly, it was the best thing I did since dealing with horrible illness and death. As for that deep blue sky, it is a blue I’ve never witnessed here. I am stunned by its color and its vibrancy. Boy does it make for a glorious backdrop to my pictures. Sending you so much love today!! xo

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  6. Lovely photos Amy!! Beautiful sky too – so blue, and yes the trees are magnificent. So much snow!! Makes things so beautiful and sparkly. Glad Mother was there for you, as she spreads her healing magic all around!! Nice to see people, and dogs and a cat, out enjoying themselves!! Lovely!! Have a great weekend!! Much love, Donna

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    1. Thank you, Donna. Our blue skies here have been phenomenally blue, something I’ve never seen here. Ever. That day was magical all the way around. I have so many more pictures all showing what a true Gift this day was to me. Some people are beginning to act without fear which is so so wonderful to see. I plan on having a great weekend!! May you as well! Much love to you! xo

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  7. Dear Dear Amy,

    So many things I wish to express. First, condolences on your recent loss. I understand a heavy heart and it will take time to lift, although Nature is a great balm as evidenced in your lovely photos.

    Second, apologies…I have been having internet technical difficulties for the last few weeks and hadn’t seen your post in my Reader.

    Third, you had been heavily on my mind the last few weeks and now I understand even better, just why. While I had been praying for Charlie, I had no idea about Whispers. Truly, my heart goes out to you dear friend. I think I have shared with you before that I lost over a dozen loved ones in 2019 so I do understand what monumental loss feels like…and I think I may have shared with you the piece about “The End is Transformation.” If not, let me know and I’d be glad to pass it along; it’s been a tremendous help in processing any type of loss. I can feel your heavy heart. If I were there right now, I would give you a great big hug. Perhaps you can feel it come through now. Much love and peace to you —

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    1. Thank you, WG, for the condolences. Bless you! I have not been blogging hence I have not been in your reader. Every ounce of energy I had I put towards Whispers’ care and Charlie’s as well. To be hit with a double whammy was in of itself a huge slam consisting of shock, horror, and a lot of work. My last post I believe I wrote about Whispers. Yes you have shared “The End is Transformation” and that is exactly what I am feeling right now to an extent I’ve never felt before. The energy that is pouring in is alleviating my distress and grief quickly and it is allowing me to “feel” Whispers close by. I cannot explain this yet I know it is true. Another thank you on the hug. I feel it. Sending you much love and peace today. We truly are on the cusp of a Brand New World. Much love! xo

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  8. Ah dear lady, it always amazes me the messages that we receive to attest to our pain by giving us that wisdom among it all. Especially that message from the local cat to say ‘all is ok’.
    And to be able to see the beauty again is a healing with ‘mothers’ show to you, and your want to share them with us again.
    Much love and light Amy, and a very big thank you for showing your heart here again in these beautiful shots. They are amazing indeed 😀 ❤️ 🙏🏽 🦋

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    1. Mark, I refuse to stop seeing the beauty even if my feelings are still yet a bit numb. I’ve been plunged into such bliss, quiet and healing, every time I am with Mother. You are quite welcome for the share. More to come when I can. My family still so in need of my presence. Rusty especially is so lost right now. Whispers was his soul buddy. To be able to live Heaven on Earth despite a shattered heart, this some would say is impossible. All I can say to that is look at what I am showing you. Yes, heaven. Much love to you, dear friend. xo

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  9. I have been thinking of you and missing you in this blog space especially more in the last couple of days, and was so delighted to see your post today as if you heard us here 🙂 I am very sorry for your loss and the pain. I am deeply touched by the gratitude and joy of existence you hold in your heart through it all. Your pictures convey such purity, peace, and then the aliveness of life. The cat looking at you as if in communication, the dogs playing. the humans interacting – the preciousness of it all, I am alarmed myself how much I allow myself to be conditioned just to fit in while such glory and magic are available through each and every glimpse afforded in life – you truly bring this gift for witnessing the power of presence for healing to happen, to live life as deeply and richly.

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    1. Thank you for your condolences, Prag. We have had a truly tough go of things lately in this family. I am choosing to shut this world out and to continue to seek beauty, love, truth, peace. My TV is off and it shall remain so for I will not find truth there. No. I will find truth in my heart and with Mother. And so it is. My intention for all who do come here is to show that no matter what life is slinging our way, we can if we so do wish, to embrace love 100%. Love is the answer. Love is the key to joy and health and peace. Sending you much love this day!! xo

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    1. Hi, Rob. My heart is on the mend for this time, so deep I’ve gone, I’ve come to understand there truly is no death. And in that realization, comes freedom from despair. Oh yes the tears do come as I miss the physical presence of our Whispers, yet I feel him near and have spoken to him quite frequently. I feel him near. This experience is very different from any I’ve had thus far. To loose a baby, the baby of the family, shatters. Yet in that shatter, truth is freed. Much love to you! xo

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  10. Hello my friend, what a beautiful hope filled post. I agree with you about the skies lately, they’re so blue, so crisp and clean with marshmallow clouds that feel almost rebirthed from another realm. And yes, they ignite the spirits and uplift us don’t they. I’m so glad you felt that peace and bliss and let Mother soothe your sadness. God knows we need that. Of course Whiskers is alive, living on in spirit and that cat that appeared was God’s way of saying “mum I’m here, I’m good, everything is fine.” What a wonderful message you received. Honestly I believe our beloved pets have ways of communicating with us when they go. Thank you so much for sharing this beautiful walk with us. I’m away camping this weekend, once more by a lake, but I have phone reception and couldn’t resist replying to your post. I’ve read your comment on mine and will reply later. For now, big warm hugs and lots of love. xxx

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    1. Miriam, I cannot explain what is happening but in the shattering of losing our Whispers, I reached a depth so deep that it made me want to give up and die too. In that place, I saw really saw there is no death. Then this day happened and since then Whispers has been felt close by, and a deepening ever widening peace is being witnessed in this home and within me. I find myself talking to him on my nature walks as if he is right there and you know what, again I cannot explain, but he is. This New Energy that is pouring in right now is changing me so fast and my life as well. So many signs, so many messages, so many “Whispers” from Mother Herself. I am stunned. In times past the pain is unbearable for weeks upon weeks yet this time it is not present. Oh yes I do have short periods of intense crushing of heart that leaves me gasping and crying, but they do not last long at all. Could it be possible that where we are heading we will be able to feel and talk to those who have gone on before us? Why is this happening with Whispers? Rusty his soulmate has been sticking to me like glue, content not stressed just to be with me. It’s as though there is this warm circle of perfect love around us and such perfect peace. I am stunned. Just stunned!!
      Last night I received an upload which leaves me so out of it today. Yet still that peace remains. Surreal yet it is happening. I’m so glad you are out in Nature, Miriam. The Pure High Frequency Light that is coming in now is SO freaking awesome!! Miracles are happening and you will see them most when surrounded in the environment you are. Pure Bliss!! Sending you big hugs and huge thank you for the email you wrote. At that time, I wasn’t able to write. It’s like I’ve risen from the dead. No words! (((HUGS)))!!! xo

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      1. Oh Amy, both goosebumps and tears as I read your words. Truly we are in the midst of wondrous mysterious and miraculous times and I have few words to describe what’s happening. But I feel in my heart so much love and subtle shifts every day and particularly when I’m out in glorious nature. Huge changes are coming, I feel it, that energy that, even when we’re pulled down, has the effect of lifting us again, so long as we believe. Stay in that light dear friend. Much love always. xx

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  11. This is such a beautiful post from you, Amy. I read your previous post about Whispers. It is so sad to hear what has happened and my sincere best wishes to you and your family. Losing something or something you love dearly is never easy…at least you can look back on the memories. It looked like it did snow a lot and I also agree that the two green trees are a sight to behold. They look so out of place yet they belong right where they are. As you alluded to, this is probably a sign from the universe about what’s to come. Lovely to see people coming out to enjoy the sunny day without a cloud in the sky – magnificent captures all round.

    Good to hear you are choosing beauty and love over everything else. This is what the world needs more of, and I am glad you realise what’s important. Keep being you and take care 💕

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    1. Thank you, Mabel, for both the condolences about Whispers and the compliments about my photography. I cannot shake my conviction that a brand new world is being born and those two trees were a sign that I am correct. All in all, that day was a magnificent Gift. Yes I choose beauty and love over all even in those times I have a shattered heart. Sending much love to you this day!! xo

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      1. Always so impressed with how you stay strong amidst everything you face. Your energy for love and beauty is so attractive, and thank you for sharing that with us. May you see many more wonders of nature as the weather warms up your way. Take care 💕

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  12. Dear AmyRose🌹,

    Thank you for taking these lovely photos, especially those showing the frolicking cat and dogs.

    Another change of season is upon us and springtime is just around the corner. I would like to wish you a happy March.

    May you be safe and sound, even feeling younger than springtime!

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    1. You are so very welcome, SE. Yes another change of season is almost upon us and soon I will be seeing new growth in my gardens. I do feel and look young and I hope the very same for you!! When you live from the perspective of love, the world around you changes as do you. xo

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      1. Dear AmyRose🌹,

        May you forever be Younger Than Springtime!

        The musical “South Pacific” is also ahead of its time in dealing with many moral, ethical, racial and sociopolitical issues through musical and cultural subtexts.

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      2. Wow!! Exceptional piece, Sound Eagle. This song touched my heart so deeply I have no words for where it touched. Thank you so much for thinking of me and leaving me this link. I am definitely bookmarking this video!!

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      3. Just wanted to tell you tomorrow I am putting up a post that is a bit different then most of my posts. I originally had music from another video but I decided to change it to the music you sent me. Perfect Timing [again]. I again thank you so much!

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    1. Thank you, YC. I’ve not seen a cat like this one in the snow either. I was shocked at first, disbelieving my own eyes that it was a cat that was running straight towards me. What an experience!! xo

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    1. Thank you, Brad. again my choice is beauty over that of despair. Not easy to do by a long shot when my heart is in shatters. Yet, where my heart leads, that is where I find my healing. Much love to you this day! xo

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  13. Thank you Amy for your beautiful pictures and prose. I especially enjoyed the “sweeps” of snow almost as if they are frozen in mid stream of falling. Like on the bench and on one of your close up shots. The cat made me laugh. I’ve never seen a cat that likes the snow and that one surely appeared to. It was also nice to hear how mother nature was able to provide healing for you even in the midst of grief. I can relate. Peace to you my friend. Cathy

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    1. Oh yes fully agree about the cat magic. Whispers spoke through this amazing feline. Yes healing has begun much differently then other times, Zia. I am learning there is no death, just a shedding of the body as the spirit and soul go on to another realm. I am feeling my babies close by when I focus on them. I’ve lost so many so quickly that it still comes as a shock seeing only 5 cats in this house. Sending you so much love and peace today! xo

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    1. Aw, thank you, Julie. You are so kind. Some days are good, others not so good. Just too many losses in too short of a time. We lost three precious babies in 5 months, Whispers being the last, 6 weeks from when we lost Doodles. It’s almost unbearable at times and then God touches me with His grace and mercy and I can breathe again. Bless you for sending love. It’s been a really tough couple of years for us here in the loss department. Much love to you, dear friend. xo

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