Even in this jagged pain
I still have a choice
to see Beauty Blessed
As I’ve acknowledged to some friends, the past few days have been very tough for me as I contended with hand-to-hand combat with my inner torment. Every aspect of my life is so tightly woven together that no matter what I do, and I’ve done a lot, I still do not have an opening in which to see my Mother before she leaves this Earth.
That hurts. A lot. Words do not even give description to this all destructive fire. If I allowed this pain to run wild and burn out of control, it has the potential to destroy me. That I will not allow. And so today, I pull myself up from my bootstraps, no matter how difficult, and with Canon in tow, I head for the forest. I’m crossing fingers today that for a change the forecast is correct. Cloudy skies are what I would like to see today.
I close my eyes and deep within my Heart, I appeal to Mother Nature to make sure the day is overcast. In Faith, I proceed with all I must do this morning knowing I will have those cloudy skies I wish to see.
*Your Love and Support means the world to me at this time of my life.*
MF Macro Photography Handheld/ “Choices”/August 2017©AmyRose