This very morning, something happened to me, that at first upset me very much. I have a notebook feature on my iPad in which I had recorded my thoughts, ideas, and inspirations. As I was reading one of the entries, my computer “blinked”, and before I knew what was happening, all my notes, every single entry, vanished into thin air. Can you imagine what it was like as I stared at the now empty sheets of the notebook, in shock, desperately pushing this button and that button, hoping to get those notes back???. No-thing. Happened. I just stared at EMPTY notepaper.
Emotions blocked the “hearing”. OMG! How did this happen? I even showed my husband and he said, “impossible!” Well, no it did happen, so yes, possible.
When calm, I heard, “You are now a new slate, clean. New Start. Ready to create anew. New life.”
And again I say WOW!
Lately, this urge within me to create has been huge, and in following that urge, what I am creating is manifesting at such a rapid pace. So much so that I stop, and ask, “How is this even possible?”
I also have been feeling as though the life as I know it to be, is over. Really over.
So putting together the message I received from a Rose and this incredibly strong urge to create, I have begun envisioning my life as what I am presently making, starts to sell. I NOW see myself so full of JOY and fulfillment for I am doing something I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE to do, and I shall be not only getting paid for my work, but more importantly, giving others something I created that holds my vibration of Love. And that something is unique, special, and is quality made.
I feel such excitement that my life is really starting fresh, and new. And it IS just going to happen because I am following my Heart’s Desire to create in the fashion that only I LOVE. I feel powerful, I feel so HAPPY. So happy in fact, I woke up singing this morning my silly little songs. I felt like I was in Heaven.
And then a wee bit of an energy wave crashed into me earlier today. Whoa, baby!
But now I am back up, and right after I finish writing this, I am going to continue on the baby afghan that I started only 2 days ago. I find myself on row 22! Hello????? Twenty-two in TWO days? That is an awful lot of two’s. Two is BALANCE, and I will go one step further by saying, TWO MERGING to bring about HARMONY. That is what is really happening! No wonder I feel so discombottled! LOL I AM pulling something off that has never been done before!
Another CLUE that I AM merging with my Higher Self. And speaking of notes, I am noting here, that again TWO (another 2!) mornings ago, my husband heard a female voice from our stairwell when it was still dark, and he claims that voice sounded like mine. That voice called out one name. MINE! When he told me, I said the first thing that came to Mind…….Oh, that was my Higher Self! I just said this, not truly understanding it, yet now with hindsight in hand, and after reading a channeled message from KRYON, the dominos are falling into place!
OMG! Pinch me! Clean slate! Start anew! Create! Create ME into NEW! This is powerful, and if you are on the same page as I am, this is about as good as it gets!
After sitting for a while continuing on the baby afghan I am creating, I again seem to be experiencing another phase to this “merger”. I am having so much trouble breathing, feeling as though I am being squeezed from the inside out. The ONLY action that brought my breath under control earlier in another episode, was a shower. HOT. As I stood under that stream of hot water, slowly the muscles let go and I could breathe again. So, I am just passing this on to you, just in case you are at the same fork in the road I find myself in.
The sychronicities that are occurring at an ever increasing rate, is blowing my Mind! Hang on for the ride! OMG! WE ARE REALLY DOING THIS!!!!